dizzy-sophia

Symbol of Integrity

2007-03-30T19:16:00.000-07:00

Which official department can proclaim that they holds the highest integrity? Everybody wants to know and I want to know. When you ask someone if they have done a crime. It seems that it is a taboo. Nobody is willing to reveal any slight indecency however small it may be. Surprise but baffled me again. I persume everyone is honest then? Let's cut the chase and bring it into the light and confess to Almighty God. Ha ha it is a joke isn't it?

The latest news even the highest ranking official in the RCMP is questionable? Tell me more I want to know, what about the rest of the politician and governmental offices? Which government offices had mishandled public funds? How many millions or billions? They can do the big crime and get away with it. Law is to serve and protect the rich not the poor. Everything about the law is a lot of baloney. Working stiffs aren't getting richer they are tax to death, period! They are no closer to getting rich unless they do the crime like dear mentor, the government and they do not like competition either so law is against us too, yes or no? I like to know.... what the world is becoming..

Why

2007-03-09T02:59:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

Why people are gaining great momentum in becoming more cynical, obnoxious, lack of diplomacy, hypocritical, belittling, condescending I can go on and on. I never really understood why these are happening which baffled me! Why?

Pain

2007-03-09T02:45:00.000-08:00

When the king's men gather the fly lingers.
Night stretch into a long spindler.
Asia crowded with intense pressure monkey jumping about.
Oh what pain lingers about.
Even now monkey is always about.

Wind

2007-03-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

Stars in the dead of night shimmering bright.
Gasping air with all your mighty might.
Glaring like a gem in the moonlight.
Zigzag you fly like a firelight.
Lion cub will sure honour and deliver peace and delight.

Devil

2007-03-09T02:16:00.000-08:00

Slither the serpent along a pile of tall green spikes.
Eyes glimmering at all distance hikes.
Fury like a dragon sniffling a pipe.
Smooth leech sucking in the cold snap.
Vulture on a tree top all ready to take it flight.
Come with all might.

Death and Credit Insurance - Are you covered?

2007-03-09T01:59:00.000-08:00

I was watching the news couple of days ago and boy it was an awakening. If someone has an existing illness that causes any death you are not covered. That's what they say. One scenerio that makes me ponder is; when someone buys a car and automatically the dealer will ask if you need credit insurance in the event of death. According to one of the individual at the dearlership being interviewed mentioned that the dealership makes at least a 48% commission selling you the policy regardless of your health. You have to read the fine print which is normally after the fact. It is also a fact that insurance company doesn't bother to ask but simply expect you to read the fine print and write you the policy.

In the event of death they will try to find ways not to pay you, which involved further investigation on their part on your medical history. Why not investigate on your medical history before approving to insure an individual? How many of us are aware of this issue? I am baffled!

Rambling

2007-03-02T20:21:00.001-08:00

The ramification of my dad working longs hours has made me quite distance towards him. It never was my intention to be the way I am but I depended on my inner strength for support and I grieve in silence.

When I looked back I remember my mother cried a lot. My dad was an abusive father and husband plus an alcoholic man. My mother was married to my father when she was barely 16 and had 11 children with a set of twin. At 32 years of age she died in a horrific truck and bicycle accident. She was riding her bicycle home from work and a sand truck ran her down ripped her stomach guts out in half and ran over her legs. She had a huge hole behind her head and her eyes were opened staring up into space. We were all split into different directions when my mother died. First my eldest sister M and brother J were shipped to a convent/boarding school away in another town. I went to live with my father's second sister L. My sister R went to live with my dad's second brother F. My twin sisters were living with my grandmother, my sister E and brother Ed were living with my dad. It all happended so fast. We were branded everyone's children slaves especially for our aunties, uncles and their brats were princesses and princes. Even the relatives were unkind and miserable people. Being poor we didn't demand a lots of things except food and shelter and we survive against all odds! As a result the emotional scars hinder some of our progression in psychological aspect (maternal, paternal, and relationships).

I wonder

2007-03-01T00:53:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

I have just finished watching "Freedon Writers". I was mesmerized by the character portrayed in the movies. My heart reached out to all the students in the movies. In reality we all come from all different directions of the globe and I can honestly relate to it. Being different in this society is a big issue and everyone has a different opinion about one another. My hat off to all deserving teachers out there for taking the extra mileage for our future generation. Although my story line may not be from the ghetto but I can relate being poor and have a screwed up family.